The Many Forms of Amends
I learned that direct amends can take many forms... Amends, however, could also be an act of kindness or consideration.
I used to think direct amends meant one thing: a face-to-face, verbal confession. When I couldn't safely approach certain people, I got stuck, believing I was blocked from healing. This quote opened my mind to the idea that amends can take many forms. An act of kindness or consideration, directed toward a person, or even the world at large, can be a way of correcting my past self-absorption.
This means I can make a spiritual amend to someone I can never speak to by helping someone else in a similar situation. It means my presence, my active listening, and my emotional sobriety are themselves forms of ongoing amends. This relieves the pressure of perfectionism. I don't need a single dramatic moment of repair; I need a consistent life lived in service, kindness, and consideration.
I will perform an anonymous act of kindness today—pay for someone's coffee, leave an encouraging note for a co-worker—treating it as a spiritual amend for a past, unfixable mistake.
