The Weight of Yes
The building blocks for respect and trust are courtesy, consideration and following through on commitments.
I used to say yes to everything. Yes, I’ll come to your party. Yes, I’ll volunteer. Yes, I’ll help you move. I wanted people to like me, to see me as generous and available. Then I’d cancel last minute with an elaborate excuse, feeling terrible but somehow doing it again the next time. I thought the problem was follow-through. But my sponsor helped me see the real issue: I was lying from the beginning. Saying yes when I meant maybe, or probably not, or I really don’t want to but I can’t stand disappointing you right now.
Learning to say no has been harder than any Step work. It feels rude, selfish, like I’m letting people down. But here’s what’s changed: when I do say yes now, I mean it. My yes has weight. People are starting to trust it again - and honestly, to trust me again.
Courtesy isn’t always saying yes. Sometimes it’s the respect of an honest no. Consideration means thinking about whether I can actually do something before I agree. And following through starts with commitments I genuinely intend to keep.
Is there something I’ve agreed to that I need to honestly reconsider before I make another excuse?
